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看板LinkinPark作者ChesterB (很難想)時間7年前 (2017/07/31 09:45)推噓5(5推 0噓 1→)

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之前的留言 https://www.instagram.com/p/BW0TqZRAx26/?taken-by=kiiara&hl=zh-tw I don’t know what to say. This doesn’t feel real. I’m waiting for someone to call and tell me you’re still here. I am devastated and confused. I cannot stop crying every time I’m reminded that you’re no longer here. Chester, you brought an energy to every room and somehow made every moment, no matter what it was, seem carefree. You brought this lightness with you. There was never a dull moment. You’d find a way to make everyone laugh. Like that day in rehearsals, you sang heavy in pretty much every accent I can think of. The other night, I felt so off like a 6th sense. I woke up in the middle of the night and the phone rang. When I walked over to pick it up, I almost feel a couple times and when I tried picking up the phone, I kept shaking uncontrollably while I was trying to answer it. When I was holding it, it was like I was struggling. It was like I felt a fraction of your pain. And the more I think about this, I guess that was your way of saying goodbye, your way of telling me to hold on. My heart is in a million pieces. I miss you so much. I love you. my thoughts and prayers are with you, your family, the guys, their families, the team, every one of your fans and more. Rest in Peace. See you on the other side. 不知該說些什麼一切太不真實了我在等人打來告訴我你還在我感到毀滅了和很疑惑我想到你不在了就無法停止哭泣 Chester你在每個房間都帶來能量而且讓每個瞬間都好像無憂無慮一般你總是帶來了光亮從來沒有過無聊的一刻你總是讓每個人大笑像是那天你在彩排時你用我能想到的所有口音唱了Heavy這首歌有個晚上好像我有第六感我在半夜醒來,電話響了我起來嘗試要接時我無法控制的顫抖當我接起來時就好像我也在掙扎好像我也感受到你一部份的痛孔我事後仔細回想我想是你在跟我說再見用你的方式告訴我要繼續堅持我的心碎成了數百萬片我好想念你我愛你我為你和你的家人朋友團隊和歌迷祈禱安息吧和你在另一邊再相見 https://www.instagram.com/p/BXKYeB5gQun/?taken-by=kiiara&hl=zh-tw 昨天的 Rene told me you and him were gonna try and come to panorama to surprise me. Chester, you were supposed to be here today. This set is for you . This and every show for the rest of my career. Remember when I asked you before our tv performance when this would get easier , if it will ever get easier. You told me yes when u quit giving a fuck , when u go out there on stage without a care in the world. I think I now realize how to implement that. You taught me so much and made me feel like family instantly. When we performed heavy together u were my shield. You held everything down and helped me overcome one of my fears. Even tho I never anticipated you being in the sky singing heavy with me, I know you'll still be my shield with an even better view this time. I'll never understand why ur gone and I don't think I'll ever be able to accept it. You made my dreams come true. Remember when u told me i could join the band . 5 year old me would never believe me if I went back in time and said in 16 years ur gonna be singing w legends. You and the entire Linkin Park family took me under ur wing and helped me so much not just w music and performing, but helped show me the importance of family and friendship. That it's possible to have that within the team and people u choose to have around u. You showed me how to make this path fun and that what I'm looking for and working towards is possible. You all put me on this platform and showed me endless amounts of respect. I will do my best to honor your greatness. ur rare. I love u Chester. Rene告訴我你和他本來要來Panorama(7/30在紐約舉辦的搖滾節) 給我一個驚喜 Chester你今天應該要在這裡的這個舞台是獻給你的今天和之後我職業生涯中的每一場演出都是獻給你的還記得在我們上電視演出前我問你這一切會變得更簡單嗎你告訴我會的當你登台時放棄去在乎世界上其他人的看法時我想我現在學到怎麼去做到了你教了我好多東西而且馬上讓我覺得像家人一般當我們一起表演heavy時你就像是保護我的盾牌你主導全場幫助我克服我的恐懼儘管我從沒有預測到你會在天上和我一起唱heavy 但我知道你仍是我的盾牌我永遠無法理解為什麼你會離去我想我永遠也無法接受這個事實你讓我的夢想成真還記得你告訴我讓我加入這個樂團一起演唱五歲的我永遠不會相信我居然有機會和傳奇一起演唱你和LP家庭把我納入你們羽翼之下幫助我這麼多不只是關於音樂和演出還告訴我家人和友誼的重要性還有要如何選擇你身邊的人你展現給我在這條音樂道路上要怎麼快樂還有我努力的一切都是可能成功的你們把我放上了這個平台還展現了對我很大的敬意我會盡我最大的努力去向偉大的你致敬你是罕見的我愛你Chester https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_eLccVtM6DM